Frozen 2008

Got fever since Tuesday. Staying at home and watching television i guess is the right choices for spending times before new year. Then suddenly came an idea for making LAST PHOTO SESSION on 2008. It's about 10 past ... something pm (i don't remember), and i should finish it before 12. Try to think as fast as i can...and here're the result. The story goes like, there're many things happened on 2008, bad things or good things. I really trust that it all happened for a reason.

Hating some people, or hated by some people, feeling happy, sad, fear of some things, angry, pain or hurt, loosing trust, and so on....

I guess wasted was my kinda word in 2008 since i wasted all my times for not finishing my thesis wakakakakakakakak. And mmmmm some other memories that have made me feel wasting my time for doing it and some memories of wasted by some people.

Frozen all of this memories and store it on some place is my kind of choices. I'm not going to forget all the things that have happen, i'm not going to throw it away...because i'll need it someday.

so....goodbye 2008 and welcome new things!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

Wishlist 2009

Nafsu punya DSLR pudar...nabung berkali-kali ga berhasil, mobil sering sakit...hidung ngambek...batal smuanya. Turun ajalah wishlistnya jadi benda yang satu ini, lagian di rumah ada D2H nganggur, bisa dipake2.

Cyber-shot DSC-T2 (Available in Black, Green, Pink, & White Colour)

Designed to be both powerful and stylish for the holidays,
the camera has a new look with a compact silver body; black LCD frame;
and a sliding lens cover available in blue, green, pink, white or black.
White is my choice, mengingat bodynya warna silver..sertinya yang putih akan terlihat rapih.

Its touch-panel LCD screen replaces small buttons with on-screen icons
and a user-friendly interface to make camera operation fast and simple.
You can touch the screen to select the subject you want to focus on (shooting mode) and where you want to zoom in (playback mode).

Kenapa milih ini...hhhmmm menunya ga muluk2, simple, sesimple kebutuhan gw (macro, fireworks, manual setting) enough for me... Macro for my big couriousity at tiny things, Fireworks for my painting with lights hobby, and manual setting for experimenting of shutter speed and f number. Oh iya...1 lagi!!! It's using a rechargable battery, not that stupid AA batteries. What more should i ask?? it's enough for me.

My Only Window

It's just a simple story bout a window on 268. This is the only one i have to see the world.I took this picture couples minutes after my arrival here. "Hellow there my colorful world"

This is the only way that i could send my "Hellow there sunshine" greeting

"Hellow there night"

"Hellow my rain...u're still my fav weather"

And say "Hellow there lovable people"

Glad to be back home...seing my true outer world =) goodbye my only window...

Hospital's Closet Session

My Left and Right Hand

Having My Time

Self Portrait on LUX 100 Diva

Lebih seru foto2 sendiri daripada keliling ga jelas. Yang menarik cuman minuman gratis dan interiornya. That's all.

Lazzy Saturday...Time to Play...

22nd Birthday Blast

udah telat buat ditulis...but i really wan't to read this post every year i guess...since..u know...i'm not good at expressing my own feelings..better wrote it down here...menuliskan apa yang gw rasakan dan susah buat gw ungkapin tanpa tulisan. documentation of my unbelievable life...

WHAT A BIRTHDAY!!
best day of my life...menua...tapi dikelilingi sama orang-orang yang gw sayang. well...meskipun ga smua..i still love them tough.

taun ini hmmm full of surprises...tears...hugs...love...everything that make me wiser than last year. Dimulai dari pacar gw yang meluangkan waktunya..bolos kerja dan ada tepat disebelah gw hari itu...dengan senyum dan ciuman2 kecilnya (lots of hugs for u). makasih yan..happy that u're here...

Next...kejutan PSP dari kluarga gw yang berhasil membuat gw diam dan menangis.. bukan karna bendanya..karna ternyata they really listen to what i've said and try to make it happen. aku sayang kalian smua... (mama...sembuh ya...jangan nangis terus..). Ow iyaaaaa...seneng banget ade gw juga ada di sebelah gw hari itu =) really love my house that night...feel so warm inside...

ga brenti sampe disitu...sabtu malemnya tian gave his idea untuk ngerayain ini dengan BAKAR-BAKAR!! gw yang slama 22 taun ga pernah ngerayain ulang taun gw ini tentu saja menjawab dengan HAJAR BLEH!! meskipun terjadi berbagai kerusuhan saat pembakaran..i really love that night...want to stay awake...and never want this to end. tentu saja selesai pembakaran ga langsung dimakan gitu aja...dibuka dengan sebuah sulapan yang oohhh dahsyat dari pacar gw hihihihihihi amazing right babe?! hahaha gila!!

all of this makes me feel happy..i don't need anything accept love..and here...i really feel the love..

ternyata ga brenti sampe bakar-bakar...ada tragedi yang membuat gw bahkan sampe detik ini selalu nangis klo inget itu. sebuah surprise yang ga ada apa2nya dibanding harga dari bendanya... sebuah surprise manis yang blom pernah gw rasain sebelomnya...a book wich i really adore since the first time i saw it... he gave it to me with his own way "ca..aku pinjem kunci mobil..mau ambil kotak merahku ketinggalan di mobil" kalimat bodoh yang bikin gw terharu banget sampe detik ini. i won't say thanks for the book...but i really want to say thanks for having u in my whole life...my precious... aku cuman bisa ngebales smuanya with all my heart..smua sayang yang aku punya... loving u much..as much as i can...as long as i live... this book means a lot to me..bukan isinya..tapi apa yang ada di balik buku itu...perhatian yang besar banget..sayang yang besar banget... and all i can do is just saying thank u.. thank u for everything..thank u for nothing that i've done but u wont mind. i'll let u know all my feeling on my next post yan... apa yang slama ini susah buat aku tunjukin...i'll let u know...
aku sayang banget sama kmu...aku nyaman ada disini...hugs =')

I've Cut My Hair

last week bad hair day berhasil membulatkan tekad gw untuk memotong rambut. Ya...buntut yang tadinya gw bangga-banggakan minggu kmaren membuat leher gw gatal!!! shit! masuk2 ke dalem baju+poni yang aduhai menutupi mata huehehehehehe,,,SAATNYA MEMANGKAS!!

siang yang terik+mobil ga ada ga jadi penghalang buat tekad pemangkasan yang bulat ini. Jalan kaki+naek angkot menjadi pilihan gw siang itu..OLAHRAGAAAA hohohoho. dengan rambut yang awut2an+muka yang merah karna matahari akhirnya gw sampai juga di sebuah salon yang belum pernah gw datangi sebelumnya.

dengan banyak cingcong akhirnya rambut gw dipotong juga,..tentu saja selalu diawali dengan perdebatan "kenapa ga dipanjangin aja..rambutnya bagus klo panjang" aaahhhh bosan!!! CEPAT MAS!!

hhmmm...dan akhirnya jadilah yang skarang ini. bob pendek dengan trap di blakangnya ow ow ow sukaaaaaa... kenapa pendek di belakang..karna aku tak suka ada rambut2 kena di leher hihihihi...

segarrrrrr skali rasanya...

so what's my big plan for today?? aaaahhh yaaaa...aku akan bertemu teman2ku tersayang nanti jam 1. aku merindukan kalian smua!!!